Showing posts with label Music. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Music. Show all posts

Friday, March 10, 2017

Happy Birthday Dave - Part Four

After a week hiatus to talk IU basketball and the (likely) end of the Tom Crean era, I'm back to my DMB top fifty. This list continues to be spurred by Dave Matthews having turned 50 this year, as well as the band taking its first full year off since they formed. As a reminder:


  • No covers - no matter how much I love the various cover songs that DMB plays at shows, for this list to be authentic in my opinion the songs have to belong to the band.
  • Unreleased tracks count - so Blue Water can make it in. 
  • Studio versions are important, but the live version is more important. This is a band that has flourished because of their 25 plus years of playing live. What matters is how the song plays live. 
  • The rareness of a song, and my search to hear it live, factors in. I'm just not really sure how. 
  • This list is how the songs hit me now, in January/February of 2017. I've made lists before, and this will vary from those. 


  • Without further delay, here are songs 30-24 (because I can randomly pick numbers to end it at!):

    #30 - Drunken Soldier - from the "Away From The World" album, the ultimate track on the album starts with the band jamming a bit, Dave talking in the background, and some scat riffs. It then suddenly turns darker, bolder, and gives the listener dramatic parts of guitar, sax, and drum building up in surges. Intense and meaningful lyrics follow, and the song eventually dissipates into an ending that integrates aspects of Pink Floyd, giving the imagery of a drunken soldier reflecting on life. The first time I heard this song was in 2012 in Charlottesville, and I've heard it three times since. It quickly became my most listened to song from the album, and certainly, in my opinion, the most dynamic song on the album and best to hear live. For sentimental reasons it doesn't finish as the highest rated song from the album, but it does crack the top thirty. Given its relative youth compared with the songs that follow, that's impressive in and of itself. Lyric to consider: "Keep your head up, and try to listen to your heart. Be kind always, no matter. We all grow up; someday we'll say goodbye. So shine your light while you've got one."

    #29 - Busted Stuff - the lead track off the album of the same name, this is the second song on this list that I have never heard live. Indeed, the song has only been played a total of 36 times in concert, with the last being in 2010 at the Gorge. Prior to the six 2010 plays it hadn't been played since 2003. Part of the reason I love the band is chasing after songs like this, and realizing when (if) they start to play it that it is such a rarity. Lyric to consider: "A rolling stone gathers no moss, but leaves a trail of busted stuff."

    #28 - Stay - From the "Before These Crowded Streets" album, stay is an exceptional song to end a show, whether in the traditional final song before the encore spot, or the final encore slot. I heard Stay in 2006 at Tinley Park, and have heard it seven times since, including live at Wrigley Field:


    Ultimately, the song invites you to stay in the moment just a bit longer, to reflect on the good times, and to cherish life. Lyric to consider: "Wasting time. Let the hours roll by for the fun. Little taste of the good life, whether right or wrong, makes us want to stay, stay, stay for awhile."

    #27 - Blue Water - An unreleased song that has not been played in its' entirety since 2009 according to DMB almanac. That said, the song hasn't been played with regularity since 1993, and is sort of like the holy grail of DMB songs for me at this point. I've heard partial versions of the song three times: 2011 (Dave and Tim), and 2012 twice with the full band (Alpine Valley and Charlottesville). Here is the tease from 2011:


    On the whole, the full song, which includes incredible guitar and violin solos, is dark and contemplative. Each time I hear a tease I hope it will the be time I hear the full thing. Maybe the next time. Lyric to consider: "The river taste me, I'm so much more than I have ever been."

    #26 - Grey Street - One of my wife's favorite songs, this song originally had a different construction as a part of the unreleased work that ended up being "The Lillywhite Sessions." When remastered and officially released on "Busted Stuff," the song was much cleaner and contained three verses. Then, after playing the song live for awhile, the third verse was dropped, cleaning the song up further to the existing structure of two verses. The song has a ton of energy on the album, but even more when played live. Part of a three song "tribute" to a scorned lover, this is the final of those three songs. I've seen Grey Street live 17 times in total, making it one of the most played songs across the shows I've been to. Lyric to consider: "She feels like kicking out all the windows, and setting fire to this life. She could change everything about her using colors bold and bright. But all the colors mix together, to grey. And it breaks her heart."

    #25 - You and Me - the ultimate song off of "Big Whiskey and the Groo Grux King," this song, in my opinion, sets up the following album, "Away From The World." It does so in as much as it lyrically involves reflecting on raising a family, growing older, and what all that will bring. It is unquestionably optimistic in tone, a tone which will be challenged in the ensuing album. I've seen You and Me 15 times since it made its' debut in 2009, making it a frequent song at shows. Lyric to consider: "Oh and when the kids are old enough we're gonna teach them to fly."

    #24 - Dancing Nancies - From the first studio release, "Under The Table And Dreaming," Nancies is a classic, and a great song live. I first heard it in a Dave and Tim show in 2008 at Assembly Hall, and have heard it another twelve times since. I don't have much more to say, other than that the song is great on the album, but better live, and is a great song to dance to. Lyric to consider: "Sing and dance I'll play for you tonight, the thrill of it all. Dark clouds may hang on me sometimes, but I'll work it out."

    Friday, February 24, 2017

    Happy Birthday Dave - Part Three

    Here we are, ready for part three of the POV breakdown of the top 50 DMB songs of all time. Again, this list was spurred by the realization that Dave Matthews turned 50 this year. The band, taking their first full year hiatus since they formed, has had a number of album hits. But they are best known for their touring prowess. As a reminder:
    • No covers - no matter how much I love the various cover songs that DMB plays at shows, for this list to be authentic in my opinion the songs have to belong to the band.
    • Unreleased tracks count - so Blue Water can make it in. 
    • Studio versions are important, but the live version is more important. This is a band that has flourished because of their 25 plus years of playing live. What matters is how the song plays live. 
    • The rareness of a song, and my search to hear it live, factors in. I'm just not really sure how. 
    • This list is how the songs hit me now, in January/February of 2017. I've made lists before, and this will vary from those. 

    Without further delay, here are songs 40-31 (going for ten today!) with brief comments:

    #40 - #41 - Of course, I suppose I could have made #41, from the "Crash" album, as the number forty one song on this list, but that's just not how this list shook out. #41 is one of the songs I have heard the most over all my DMB shows, coming in with 17 showings. The song is a crowd favorite, although I have to admit that I will routinely use the long jam at the end as a restroom break because it is so consistent in terms of length. The first time I heard #41 live was at Assembly Hall in Bloomington at a Dave and Tim show. I have heard the song at least once per year since, including during shows that became live releases at Wrigley Field and at John Paul Jones in Charlottesville. Overall, 15 full band plays and 2 Dave and Tim plays, and I'm pretty confident I'll hear it again this year at a Dave and Tim show this summer. Lyric to consider: "Why won't you run in the rain and play? Let the tears splash all over you."

    #39 - The Space Between - From the much maligned "Everyday" album, I wasn't a huge fan of this song overall, and it certainly wouldn't have cracked a historical top fifty list. Then I heard it live, for the first time, at Alpine Valley in 2012. It was in position 22, with was the encore one spot. Dave and his guitar. A solo rendition. And I've been in love with the song ever since. So much so that I'm going to offer it up here for you to listen to if you should so choose:


    Long story short, that night won me over on this song and it is steadily climbing up the ranks. I've seen it performed three additional times since, including last year at the 25th anniversary show in Charlottesville. Lyric to consider: "Look at us spinning out in the madness of a roller-coaster. You know you went off like the devil in the church in the middle of a crowded room. All I can do my love is hope we don't take this ship down."

    #38 - Steady As We Go - from an even more maligned album (at least in my opinion), Steady As We Go is one of the few highlights from the "Stand Up" album. Steady As We Go has a unique place on this list as the first song that I have not yet heard live. Hard to believe, after 42 shows, that there is any song I haven't heard, right? That's a part of what makes this band so special, and what keeps me going back for more. This song wasn't played from 2006 on, with the lone exception of the band busting it out at The Gorge in 2014. In DMB terms, that removed the song from exile. Beyond chasing after the song, it has some personal meaning to me. Lyric to consider: "Troubles, they may come and go, but good times be the gold. So if the road gets rocky, girl, just steady as we go."

    #37 - So Right - Another song from a not so popular album ("Everyday" again), So Right has a driving energy and is great live. It also happens to be the song that my wife and I exited down the aisle to at our wedding. I've heard this song five times live, including a first appearance in 2012 in Noblesville. The best time was in 2013, on our honeymoon, at The Gorge, when the band played not only this song, but also every other song from the band that we had in our wedding in any way, shape or form, including some pretty rare ones. Lyric to consider: "Stay up and make some memories here with us now. To roll red carpet out out with friends, to love and roll on."

    #36 - The Idea of You - Unreleased, this song is a beast live, and is one that I hope will get the album treatment at some point in the future. I heard this song for the first time in 2006 at Tinley Park, and then not again until 2011 at the Chicago Caravan. There have been two additional shows that I've heard this at: 2013 at Noblesville and 2016 at Alpine Valley. Here it is, from that last show:


    Overall, just a great song with a ton of energy. Interestingly enough, with this song not being an official release it doesn't have settled on "main lyrics" according to DMB Almanac. Lyric to consider: "I stumble, fall in front of you and all your cool friends. Oh you pick me up you brush me off. I grin, but all I wanna do is disappear."

    #35 - Everyday - from the album of the same name, this song appeared in our wedding as a surprise when our pastor started singing it in the middle of his sermon. "That's love, right?" he asked after breaking into the song. I've heard Everyday live ten times, including seven times prior to our wedding. Needless to say, it took on a different meaning after that day. Lyric to consider: "All you need is, all you want is, all you need is love."

    #34 - Corn Bread - my wife's favorite song, this unreleased track is high energy and a lot of fun live. I've heard Corn Bread a total of 14 times, the most of any unreleased song. The first time I heard it live was in 2007 at Noblesville, with the most recent being 2014 in Noblesville again. The first show my wife and I went to, in 2011, was a Dave and Tim show. Naturally, they played Corn Bread. They've played it another seven times since, and that hasn't stopped her from clamoring for it every time. Lyric to consider: "The joy is steeped with sin."

    #33 - Snow Outside - from the most recent studio album, "Away From The World," this track makes me go to a peaceful place to reflect on life and the future. I've heard it three times, including this show in Charlottesville, VA, in 2012:


    That show was the only show that we have had tickets to the pit for (the area right in front of the stage that is standing room only. We ended up on the second "row," right off the rail, halfway between Dave and Boyd. A good song, an amazing show. Lyric to consider: "Come winter I will build you a fire from the bones of who I used to be, before you came and washed the weary away, before you came here for me."

    #32 - Broken Things - a second straight song off of "Away From The World," I've only heard this song twice live. The first time, in 2012 was in Charlottesville. The second time came the next year at Noblesville. Overall that is a disappointment, because I thought that this was one of the better songs of the album. It is the first track on the album, and sets the tone for all the songs that are to come in terms of the outlook and perspective the band is sharing. Lyric to consider: "Well, how could we know our lives would be so full of these beautifully broken things?"

    #31 - Alligator Pie - This song used to rank quite a bit higher on my list, but has dropped down the list a bit. My emotional ties to the song are strong, related to how much time I spent on the Gulf Coast following Hurricane Katrina, which this song is about. This song has a rare distinction as a rare song that I heard back to back nights at the same location (2009 in Noblesville). Typically the band does not play the same song on concurrent nights of multi-night stays but they did that night. I've heard the song twice since then (2011 during the caravans for both). I'd be happy to hear it again. Lyric to consider: "the devil broke the levee and left us here to die."

    Friday, February 17, 2017

    Happy Birthday Dave - Part Two

    This is part two of my breakdown of my favorite 50 Dave Matthews/Dave Matthews Band songs, in celebration of Dave's 50th birthday. As a reminder:
    • No covers - no matter how much I love the various cover songs that DMB plays at shows, for this list to be authentic in my opinion the songs have to belong to the band.
    • Unreleased tracks count - so Blue Water can make it in. 
    • Studio versions are important, but the live version is more important. This is a band that has flourished because of their 25 plus years of playing live. What matters is how the song plays live. 
    • The rareness of a song, and my search to hear it live, factors in. I'm just not really sure how. 
    • This list is how the songs hit me now, in January/February of 2017. I've made lists before, and this will vary from those. 
    Without further delay, here are songs 45-41, with brief comments:

    #45 - Captain - from the Busted Stuff album, this song opens with a strong bass line, lightly moving violin, and firm, yet understated drumming from Carter. Dave's voice is almost quiet, reflective, and the lyrics are contemplative, if dark. This song is an example of the depths that the band can go to, and if you really take in the lyrics of self-examination and self-reflection it can make you wonder about yourself as well. I've had the chance to hear Captain twice: 2011 at Lakeside during the Caravans and in 2013 at Noblesville. Lyric to consider: "Strange, but it seems like like there's a mutiny brewing inside of me. But I don't want your pity, only the promise that you'll stay with me tonight."

    #44 - Stay or Leave - from Dave's solo album, Some Devil, this song is one of the songs I've heard most often on tour, with 12 different times being played. The first time I heard it was in 2008 at Assembly Hall in Bloomington, at a Dave and Tim show which benefited Barack Obama's fundraising towards the end of the primary season. Other notable performances included 2010 at Wrigley Field (full band), 2011 in Charlottesville, VA (Dave and Tim), and a total of 3 full band performances in both 2011 and 2012. It's a good transition song live, and a great album version secures its' place on this list. Lyric to consider: "Wake up naked, drinking coffee, making plans to change the world, while the world is changing us." 

    #43 - Grace is Gone - another song from the Busted Stuff album, this song is a great take on trying to find peace at the end of the bottle or whiskey glass. With his daughter's name in the title, this song is a great live performance. I've been in attendance to hear the song four times. The first two were in 2011, first at Lakeside in a Dave and Tim performance, and the second in Charlottesville, VA at a Dave and Tim show (I'm listening to that version right now as I write this). I then saw this song again in 2012 in Virginia Beach, and again last year, 2016, at Alpine Valley. This song is good with the full band, but the Dave and Tim version is probably my favorite. Lyric to consider: "I could never love again so much as I love you. Where you end, where I begin, is like a river going through." 

    #42 - The Song That Jane Likes - a song that originated with the early band Tribe of Heaven, which Dave was a part of, this song has its roots in a time before Dave Matthews started play with the members of the band. Always opening with "I have a sister named Jane, and this is The Song That Jane Likes," the intro to the song will routinely get drowned out by cheers. I've seen "Jane" a total of nine times, with the first coming in 2009 at Tinley Park, IL. Other showings included twice at John Paul Jones in Charlottesville (2010 and 2016), three times in Noblesville (2012, 2014 and 2015), twice at Alpine Valley (2012 and 2016), and on our honeymoon to The Gorge (2013). Lyric to consider: "All of the captain's cards are kings. Still, he and the queen are lost at sea. I hope it isn't you and me." 

    #41 - Raven - A third song from Busted Stuff in this section, much like Captain I've seen it twice. This song is outwardly about Jesus and God having a conversation, but, as with most DMB lyrics, there is a variety of views which could be taken, and the lyrics have a great deal of depth. The first time I saw this song was 2012 in Alpine Valley, with the second coming in 2015 at Noblesville. The song has great interplay between members of the band, and is always a crowd favorite. Lyric to consider: "What you got, what you got in your hand? Your secrets safe with me. Well I found the truth friend, let me whisper in your ear."

    Friday, February 10, 2017

    Happy Birthday Dave - Part One

    Dave Matthews turned 50 on January 9th. The AARP trolled him with a fake cover. And I felt much older than I am, while simultaneously thinking "oh crap, they won't tour forever, I have to see DMB every chance I get from here on out!!!!" And then I realized that while my wife is a huge fan as well, we have a family, responsibilities, and we can't quit all of that to become groupies for the rest of the band's living days. Unless one of my faithful readers would like to send a few million dollars. I promise we'll spend it wisely.

    Short of that, however, I am going to use happy number 50 for Dave to rank my top 50 DMB songs of all time. A few rules:

    • No covers - no matter how much I love the various cover songs that DMB plays at shows, for this list to be authentic in my opinion the songs have to belong to the band.
    • Unreleased tracks count - so Blue Water can make it in. 
    • Studio versions are important, but the live version is more important. This is a band that has flourished because of their 25 plus years of playing live. What matters is how the song plays live. 
    • The rareness of a song, and my search to hear it live, factors in. I'm just not really sure how. 
    • This list is how the songs hit me now, in January of 2017. I've made lists before, and this will vary from those. 
    And so, with no further delay, here are numbers 50-46, with brief comments:

    #50 - JTR - a song written during The Lillywhite sessions and not officially released, JTR has been played off and on since its' creation. I've only heard JTR live once, and it was 6/18/2010. That show was delayed after a massive storm which ripped through Noblesville, decimating our camp site. We had nowhere to go really, as our car was parked a ways away, and all we had was tents. So we danced in the rain, got hailed on, appreciated the sudden drop in temperature (it was a heat index of well over 100 with extremely high humidity that day), and then the band took the stage, opening with JTR. Lyric to consider: "Rain down on me." 

    #49 - Minarets - And oldie, Minarets was released on the 1993 independent release "Remember Two Things." Predating their initial commercial release and popularity, Minarets combines a driving beat with a Middle Eastern feel. I've seen Minarets live three times, including last year at Alpine Valley, the year before in Noblesville, and in 2012 at Alpine Valley. It always gets the crowd going. Lyric to consider: "What you see, what you see, what you see, what you see is human." 

    #48 - Shotgun - Unreleased, this song is, outwardly, about the death of Dave's sister Anne. The song is not completed, and the lyrics change, but the emotion is extremely powerful, and raw. I've heard Shotgun live a total of six times, with a tease on the Friday show in 2009 leading to a full version on night two in Noblesville. Just a complete show stopper in a good way. Lyric to consider: none really; the song itself is just an experience. 

    #47 - Pig - This is a song that is typically cited as a top ten, if not top five, song for most DMB fans. I love it, but the depth of this band's catalog force it down here for me. My favorite memory of this song involves a good friend in a car on the way to Alpine Valley. This friend was listening to Pig with us in the car stereo. He said "man I hope I finally hear this at Alpine." We laughed: the version of Pig that we were listening to was from the concert we had both been at earlier that year in Noblesville, where the band had played ... you guessed it ... Pig. That was the first time I ever heard Pig live. I've heard Pig a total of five times, including that year at Alpine as well. Either way, my friend got his wish ... twice in one year! Lyric to consider: "Don't burn the day away"

    #46 - Say Goodbye - This song, off the second studio album, Crash, is a softer track. It often opens slowly, with Carter playing a drum solo, building into the whole band suddenly being there, jamming. The lyrics are an invitation of a sort, and build to a climactic end. I've seen Say Goodbye three times, in 2009, 2010 and 2011, but none since then. That it has crept into the back half of the top 50 over many other songs I love tells me that I'm very ready to hear it again. Lyric to consider: "And in your eyes I see what's on my mind. You've got me wild, turned around inside." 

    Sunday, February 1, 2015

    Required Reading - Billy Joel: The Definitive Biography

    First, it's crazy to think that it has been since November of 2013 that I have posted on here. I missed an entire NFL season, I've been to a few concerts, and I've lived a lot of life in the past 14 months... and nothing posted here. To quote Stanley Goodspeed from The Rock "kind of a lot's happened since then."

    I'll get into the kind of a lot perhaps, or perhaps I won't, but part of my 2015 goals (I hate "resolutions," but I can live with goals) is to read at least a book a month. So far this year I've finished three, so I'm not off to a bad start as I write this on February 1st, 2015.

    Awhile back, when I used to try to update this blog at least periodically, I went through and tagged things. One of the tags that I used was "required reading." I suppose that was a toss out to the approach taken by professors in my under grad and graduate programs. The joke, of course, is that nothing is really "required reading." One class in my graduate program I decided to test that theory, didn't even buy the books, much less read them, and still got an A with little effort. The key is what you know, not how you learn it.

    That said, I am an avid reader, and I believe that reading, in the various available forms, is a crucial part of gaining knowledge and informing your world view. I have a huge book collection, and I despise electronic books. The only way this will benefit me is if the world loses all electricity. Solar flare here we come! Of course, this blog would then be lost to the ages as well, which wouldn't happen if I was documenting my thoughts in a journal instead... but then, with my awful handwriting, it would take someone who can decipher my chicken scratch anyway ... and I digress.

    As I look back at this blog, here are the books that I've written reviews on and tagged as "required reading":

    • 2011: I wrote a post about, intermittently, Jeff Pearlman's book on Walter Payton (which I had not read, but had just finished the Sports Illustrated excerpt on) and a prior Payton book, Never Die Easy. Honestly, I think I tagged it as "required reading" just to add a tag, but I think I wrote the post to explore thoughts on celebrity, and athletes in particular. More on that to come in a future post.
    • 2009: I wrote a post about Big Russ and Me by Tim Russert. It's now been over six years since his death, and I really do miss that man. It's funny how you can miss someone you've never met, but Russert's unexpected death left a hole in the lives of many people. 
    And... that's it. I love reading, and that was the best I had. So, in the spirit of a new year, and with lots on my mind, and with the need to (very much selfishly) put it out there for the world, but really for me to see, let's give it a new shot.

    Billy Joel is my favorite musician of all time. That fact will surprise a lot of people, especially given the fact that I have been to (checking antsmarching.com... please hold) 35 Dave Matthews Band shows (plus three Dave and Tim Shows) in my life. Well, I also love DMB, but there are two major considerations: 
    1. DMB tours a lot more (yearly) and much more closely (hello Deer Creek!).
    2. DMB tickets are cheaper (as long as my wife continues to let us sit in the lawn - it gets much more expensive when you want to get closer to the stage, but still the most expensive DMB tickets are roughly equal to the cheapest Billy Joel tickets). 
    I've written before that my love of DMB dates back to 1994's release of Under The Table And Dreaming, which is impressive given that I was roughly eight at the time. Well, my love for Billy Joel predates that, to a handful of dubbed cassette tapes that my older brother gave me when I was roughly four or five. By 1993 I wanted Billy Joel's River of Dreams for myself, and it was A) a Christmas present from another kid who was at my mom's day care, and B) one of my first cassette tapes ever. Today, I have every Billy Joel album (including Kohuept and Songs From The Attic) on both cassette and CD. When Billy did the River of Dreams tour I remember my dad and brother racing to Indianapolis to see him in concert ... and I remember thinking how much it sucked that I didn't get to go. Many of the family vacations of my youth involved me singing along with Harry Chapin, John Denver, Neil Diamond... and then putting on my headphones and pressing play on my walkman to listen to whatever Billy Joel cassettes I brought with me. When my mom and dad would agree to put in a Billy Joel cassette, it was an awesome moment in the trip: I could sing out loud, rather than having to keep my singing in my head. The cassette release of Greatest Hits Volume 1 & 2 probably got more walkman play than any other cassette: it was routinely the one album that would put me at ease enough to get me to sleep on the road, and to this day it is one that I draw up on my I Pod to help me unwind when I can't stop my mind.

    This last fall, a close friend shot me a text with a link to this article from the New Yorker, entitled "Billy Joel, Thirty-Three-Hit Wonder." It was written by Nick Paumgarten, and I savored it, reading a bit at a time, and loving every minute of it. Then I realized that there was a book by Fred Schruers set to be released, and the first thing I did was send a text to my mother and sister-in-law asking if either of them were planning on buying the book for my brother for Christmas, and if not, that I would be. I got the word to get the book for him, and put the book on my wish list as well. 

    I first saw Billy Joel in concert in Auburn Hills, Michigan, in the late spring (early summer?) of 2007. I had recently (in the fall of 2006) given in and gone to my first real concerts, seeing Dave Matthews Band at Tinley Park, Illinois, and seeing Roger Waters and his band doing a bunch of Pink Floyd hits, including an entire second act consisting exclusively of Dark Side of the Moon, at Deer Creek. When I realized that Billy was touring, it was time. I bought an extra ticket in hopes that my brother would join me and my friend Mike, but he was unable to join us, so Andy tagged along instead. We were running late to the show, due to traffic heading around Detroit, and Mike got progressively more and more pissed, Andy and I handled it better, but we were all thinking the same thing: "I don't want to miss a minute of this (expletive deleted) show!" We got to the Palace of Auburn Hills, parked, and ran to the venue. As we hit the walkway heading towards our seats we heard the initial notes hit to "Prelude/Angry Young Man" and we knew the show was just starting. We rushed in, singing along, and didn't stop for the whole night. Simply put, Billy delivered, even at the age of 57 (five days before his 58th birthday). 

    And then Billy fell of the touring radar. I continued to see DMB, I added in other shows as they were available for other acts (Matchbox 20, The Goo Goo Dolls, etc). I figured that Billy had probably finished touring, and I was feeling pretty blessed that I got to see him even once. Then, after Hurricane/Super Storm Sandy hit the eastern seaboard, there was a concert (12.12.12) and Billy played. I didn't see the show and heard that Billy wasn't looking or sounding good from some friends, so I, reluctantly looked up the show ... and couldn't have disagreed more. Further, the reviewers of the show seemed to agree with my interpretation, as Billy seemed to have stolen the night. He rocked, he had the presence, and his voice still sounded great. The ensuing "residency" at Madison Square Garden was announced, and then a few other tour dates trickled out. Before I knew it we had purchased tickets to see Billy at The Palace again in February 2014. Once again I reached out to see if my brother and his wife would want to join in the show, and it didn't work out. My wife, mother-in-law, and I went and had a blast. While the show was shorter than the previous show I saw, I also had to remember that it was almost seven years later, and Billy was turning 65 now. Every song he sang, however, gave no indication that he couldn't still bring it with the best of them. And then they announced it: Billy Joel - Wrigley Field - July 18, 2014. As an avid Cubs fan, and a fan of DMB and Pearl Jam, having seen both play Live at Wrigley, it wasn't a question of it I would go. It was simply a question of how much money I would have to spend on the secondary market after I was unable to buy the tickets prior to the show selling out. 

    I had learned my lesson the year before, for the Pearl Jam show. That time I thought "there's no way these tickets will sell for this much, I'll wait for them to come down." In related news, sometimes I'm an idiot. I passed on the Pearl Jam tickets at 1.5 times the face value... and ended up paying, let's just say, a bit more than that. While it was totally worth it, I was not going to relive that experience. As soon as the show sold out, and I was unable to get tickets, I went to StubHub, went to the same general section I had been in for both the DMB and Pearl Jam shows (upper deck, down the right field line) and bought two tickets. I then called my brother, told him to get the day off work, and that I was taking him - no questions asked - just the two of us. It was time. 

    This isn't about reviewing that show - Billy brought it, as expected, only days after his mother died - but let's just say that while I hope to see Billy again before he hangs up his playing shoes for the last time, finally seeing him live, with my brother who got me hooked on him all those years ago, was the pinnacle in many ways. So, when I had the chance to buy him the book for Christmas it was a no-brainer. Furthermore, it was equally awesome when he bought me the same book for Christmas. And so, with all this background, I sat down to read the book.

    What can I say about the book? It's phenomenal - Schruers does an incredible job throughout the book of interspersing Joel's life story with the lyrics he has written. The best part of the book is how it definitively ties together lyrics that you always suspected were based in real life experiences. Schruers breaks the book apart in sections, each playing the part of a certain act of Billy's life. There are the origins (entitled the Ballad of Billy The Kid), which looks at Billy's childhood, family history, and goes up through his early music career. The second section, about him breaking through, is entitled They Say There's a Heaven for Those Who Will Wait. This section looks at Billy's rise, going through most of his albums, and into the late 1980s. The next section, entitled It's All or Nothing at All, looks at the end of his pop-music writing career, encompassing Storm Front and River of Dreams, and the ensuing tours for the following decade and a half. Finally, Schruers looks at the fourth chapter of Joel's life, entitled "A Legend in His Time: Ain't It Sweet After All These Years." At the end of this section Joel talks very frankly about his impending death, and about his experience on the Earth. He talks about what he would say to an 18 year old version of himself, wonders if the 18 year old would listen, and muses about the intersection of mortality, history, and the future. 

    The best part of the book is that these discussions the Billy has are frequent, and they give such tremendous depth to all of his work. I am very familiar with all of Billy's studio albums; in fact, the one he (and most fans probably) hate the most, Cold Spring Harbor, is one of my very favorites for the rawness in the lyrics (not to mention the more folksy feel). This book has made me go back to them all, listening again, seeking confirmation and better understanding. This is doubly so due to Billy's own willingness, as examined in this book, to examine his own lyrics and the reasons for them. Reading about his own method for constructing songs ("backwards" according to Billy), sheds light on why a song like "Nocturne," the ninth track on the aforementioned Cold Spring Harbor, can resonate so deeply without even a lyric. For a fan of Billy Joel this song lifts the veil and allows you to see the brilliance that exists within a man who is historically aware enough to acknowledge that he wouldn't be here "without the Nazis" (a reflection on the way his family was forced to leave Europe to survive, ultimately ending up with his father in New York). For a fanatic, such as myself? Well, this book is a tome of information, insight, and is quite simply a joy. The book certainly meets my criteria for rating something as an exceptional book: I'm a bit sad that it's over. But the beauty of this work is that it is a self-fulfilling cycle: while the book may be over, Billy's music never will be, at least not for me. This book enabled me to get even deeper into the music than I was before, and that is a gift. As a country we love our heroes, and we want them to be largely infallible (click here for my previous take on this regarding Walter Payton and the aforementioned Pearlman book). Billy Joel is the exact opposite: he is beloved because he is every bit as screwed up as we are, and he made a living presenting that imperfect existence in a way the resonated with anyone who was willing to listen, and was being honest with themselves. Billy's music is unbridled human existence presented through the guise of piano music. It is a series of history lessons mixed in with the philosophical questions man has been asking since the beginning of time in many ways. And it's all wrapped up in a catchy tune that enables it to become rather timeless. 

    My son will grow up singing Dave Matthews Band for sure (poor kid, he doesn't have a chance in between his mother and me), but he will also grow up singing Billy Joel. Already, at five months, he is familiar not just with "Lullabye," but also with "2000 years" and "Leningrad" from being sung to sleep. There are many more to come. As I watched Billy take the stage after receiving the Gershwin award (one of so many awards he has received through the years) I thought about how fortunate we are to have music as a release for creative expression. Specifically, how fortunate we are to have had Billy Joel to explore his own existence, his own depths of solitude, and his own moments of euphoria. At the end of the day, most music is in some way about the human experience. Billy Joel simply does it better than most.

    Sunday, October 20, 2013

    Different … But Back to Good? The POV Breakdown of Matchbox Twenty’s North

    As promised, here is the first non-football post in awhile. This one was written some time ago (based on the word document time stamp it would have been 03/17/2013 ... but who's counting), but I think it's still a decent review of a good album.

    1996 was a great year. The economy was on the upswing. The polarization of politics, while clearly beginning to take on its current form, was nothing compared to today (oh for the days of Newt Gingrich’s “Contract With America,” rather than Rand Paul’s “Hypocrisy For America”). And, of course, the Chicago Bulls were back in action, having completed a 72-10 year which culminated with their fourth NBA championship. That year also saw the release of a new band’s first album, Yourself or Someone Like You. The band, then known as Matchbox 20, had something on their side that made them seem different from much of the pop/rock scene in the mid 1990s. A friend of mine at the time, Matt, was able to put his finger on it sometime later. That something they had was angst, and it permeated the entire album.

    It really shouldn’t be a major surprise that Yourself became such a popular album, anymore than it should be a surprise that the album resonated with persons in their teens and twenties during the 1996 through 2000 period that it was at its height. The album was written, in large part, by Rob Thomas, the band’s front man. Thomas was 24 at the time of the album’s release, and, by most accounts, was fairly angst filled in a relative way. A high school drop out, he was raised by his mother after his father pretty much dropped out of his life following a divorce. Thomas’s relationships weren't anything to write home about, and he focused his energy and efforts on becoming a rock star. All of this makes Thomas an every man in most respects. What set him apart was his unique ability to write songs.

    Yourself began with the song “Real World,” which became a hit single off the album. This song is something of a chorus to most 24 year old's who are simply struggling to get by, and it resonated on the Top 40 charts. “Long Day,” the first official single off the album, getting rock play, was more of the same. Throughout the other singles (“3 A.M.”, “Push”, and “Back 2 Good”) a common theme is unearthed. The songs paint a picture of an individual, or individuals, who are struggling to figure something out. Whether it’s the real world continuing to hassle them, the exasperation at the end of the day, or the confusion and struggle of finding a meaningful romantic relationship, the hits off of Yourself spoke to young persons coming of age. Digging deeper into the album, and the angst gets deeper, and the feelings illuminate. Perhaps the two best songs on the album, “Kody” and “Hang”, paint this picture brilliantly. And, in the end, Matt’s breakdown still stands: Thomas sounds angry through many of the songs, and listening to the lyrics you can understand why. After five singles, Yourself or Someone Like You not only became one of the surprise contenders for the best album of the 1990s, but it also established Matchbox 20 as a force to be reckoned with.

    The slow roll out of the album (released in 1996, picking up momentum in 1997, and blooming fully in 1998) afforded the band years to work on their second album without it really feeling like it took years. Thomas also nailed a mega hit in his collaboration with Carlos Santana, as “Smooth” won Thomas three Grammy Awards. By 2000 there was a good deal of build up for the Sophomore effort by the band. Now known as Matchbox Twenty, Mad Season became that 2nd album. The first song was a great indicator of the change that had occurred in Thomas’s life in the years between 1996 and 2000; entitled “Angry,” the lyrics state “it’s good that I’m not angry anymore.” If only that was the truth. Mad Season lacked the edge of the band’s first effort, and it showed.

    Of course, Thomas continued to be the lead writer, and his life had changed considerably since 1996. Now married, and happily so, Thomas was 28 and much seemed much more comfortable in life. That comfort showed in the lyrics and mood of the album. The first single, “Bent,” had a bit of the attitude found on Yourself, but the rest of the album felt very different. Whereas the first album could be described as a unique blend of rock, pop and alternative, the second album felt much more straight pop. Thomas’s skills in writing a catchy song continued to be highlighted, but the album left something to be desired for many fans. The radio play for the album also paled in comparison to Yourself.

    The group came together much quicker for their third effort, More Than You Think You Are. The album played with more edge than Mad Season, but seemed to lack in the lyrical department compared with both predecessors. The group then went their separate ways for awhile, and Thomas released Something to Be as a solo effort. More than anything, Something made clear that Rob Thomas was a pop writer of great skill. When the group reunited for a greatest hits compilation (which included a few new tracks) Exile on Mainstream they went on tour. It was then that I first went to see Matchbox Twenty live, in 2008.
    I expected something rather lacking, as it seemed to me that every step along the way the band had lost a bit of what had made its’ first effort great. Instead, I was blown away by the energy that Thomas brought to the stage, and by how well the band played together. I thoroughly enjoyed the show, and was hopeful that the tour would bring energy to the band’s creative development, perhaps leading to a new album. More than that, I was hopeful that if there was another album, it would be worthy of being held up alongside Yourself. Instead, the band again took “time away” and Thomas released a second solo effort, Cradlesong. Honestly, I’m not even sure if I knew that he released that album before I started researching the group for the post. At the least, I can say that I, for the first time, didn’t go out and buy a new Matchbox Twenty/Rob Thomas album. And the group subsequently faded from my field of vision.

    As I said when I reviewed the most recent Dave Matthews Band Album, Away From The World, I am a big believer that angst drives powerful music. My favorite Billy Joel songs seem to have been written at a time in his life when he was pretty unhappy. One album, written when he was … ahem … “seeing” Christie Brinkley, seemed to be written when Joel was particularly happy. That album, An Innocent Man happens to be one of Joel’s best selling albums. It also happens to suck. (Side note: how in the hell did Billy Joel end up … “seeing” … both Elle Macpherson and Christie Brinkley?) One day, while surfing the web I noticed that Matchbox Twenty had a new album, North, coming out in 2012. After getting it, I put it in …

    … and was pleasantly surprised. The album features twelve songs, with a wide variety of feel. The first song, “Parade,” starts the album with good energy. More than anything, the bridge of the song has a 1990s Top 40 feel, giving the song a feel of a song that could have held its’ own on Yourself or Someone Like You, sort of a combination of “Real World” and “Long Day”. The next song, “She’s So Mean,” was the first single off the album, and felt a bit like a popped up version of “Girl Like That.” But the real strength of this album was how the band seemed to integrate parts of prior albums that worked with new takes on pop music. “Overjoyed,” the third song on the album and the second single released, took the slow pop approach that the group first displayed on Mad Season and shined it up a bit. Then, after three songs that can easily be compared to prior work, the band placed the song “Put Your Hands Up,” which is a bit more unique. One can almost imagine the group listening to the radio, hearing the most recent dance club pop song, and saying “I bet we can do that.” This song is a great illustration of Thomas’s ability to write pop music for whatever the occasion requires.

    Track five, “Our Song,” brings my mind to some songs the Goo Goo Dolls have written in recent years, only it’s far better than anything the Goo Goo Dolls have done. It has a manic feel, pushing through the chorus time and again. The group then presents the song “I Will,” which slows the pace down and simply showcases Thomas’s voice. With simple piano and guitar plucking guiding him along, the song also serves as a bit of an intermission to the album. The next track, “English Town,” fits as the group’s attempt at a big, dark beast of a song. The transitions between the soft verse with haunting piano and the powerful choruses are like night and day. The song also feels a bit like a unique cross between a song like “Kody” and “Rest Stop.”
    After the darker presentation of “English Town” the album then moves on to a simple, short, poppy song in “How Long.” The ninth track, “Radio,” plays well and takes the listener back to the time when listening to the radio was the way to find out about new music, rather than downloading the songs on iTunes or shuffling through Pandora. “The Way,” the first track without Thomas on the vocals, has the feel of an 80s song, and does the job of feeling out of place, yet somehow right. At this point, ten songs in, and without a weak link, the band only needs a solid finisher to round off the album.

    The eleventh track, “Like Sugar” feels like a song off of their third album, which naturally makes it one of the weaker songs on the album. But the listener will quickly forget about this when the end track, “Sleeping at the Wheel” comes on. This song has a unique feel, almost a merging of “Leave” and “Hang.” In reality, the song provides an emphatic answer to the angst of Yourself or Someone Like You. It is the mature Matchbox Twenty (and, really, Thomas) answering the confusion and anger of youth with the resolute answer of adulthood:
    And now these hands are tied
    I can't help thinking
    That I was in a daze, I was losing my place
    I was screaming out at everything

    In February 2013, the day before Valentine’s day, I went to see Matchbox Twenty a second time. My fiancé (UPDATE: she's now my wife!) got us tickets for Christmas, and so we went to a much smaller venue than the first time I saw them and settled in. As we waited for the group to take the stage, I overheard that the next day was Rob Thomas’s birthday. His 41st birthday. And I realized that, for me, he had been pretty much stuck in my mind. In 1996. When the first album was written he was 24, angst filled, and unsure about where he was headed. Now, at 40, he writes this most recent album, and life is different. And what is he, and what is the band? Thomas is one of the best pop writers alive today, and Matchbox Twenty is one vehicle which he uses to get that music out. During the show, after playing “Real World” Thomas announced “we’re going to stay in 1996 for the next few songs” and the crowd, predictably, went nuts. We all wanted to stay in 1996 as well. But the band wasn’t going to play Yourself or Someone Like You front to back, and a unique thing happened: the biggest crowd responses were for the songs off the first album, but the songs off of North seemed to register next in terms of popularity (with the possible exception of “Bent” and, perhaps, “Bed of Lies”). And, so, having taken it all it, I can give the following assessment of the album:
    North is not Yourself or Someone Like You. It is different, and it illustrates Thomas’s ability to write a variety of pop songs and styles. But it is comfortable to a Matchbox Twenty fan, and it plays well front to back. And, in a way, it might be seen as an excellent merging of a more mature Matchbox Twenty with their angst filled past. Thomas (and company) may not be angry anymore, but they may have also reached their musical apex. And they still put on one hell of a show.

    Album Breakdown:
                                      Parade – 5/5
                       She’s So Mean – 4/5
                       Overjoyed – 3/5
                       Our Song – 3.5/5
                        I Will – 4.5/5
                       English Town – 4.5/5
                     How Long – 3.5/5
                      Radio – 3.5/5
    1               The Way – 3/5
    1                Like Sugar – 3/5
                    Sleeping At The Wheel – 5/5

    Total: 3.8/5 album rating

    Sunday, September 23, 2012

    Losing The Fire: The P.O.V. Review of "Away From The World"

    Growing up listening to Dave Matthews Band I wore my copy of Under the Table and Dreaming out. Listening to the album on my walkman, I grew to appreciate the complexity of the music, the use of the sax and violin, and the driving, pushing music mixed in with slower songs. The album flowed, and it was just enjoyable.

    The second album the band released (Crash; although Remember Two Things technically precedes both albums) had a bit more edge, but still produced the mix of larger scale songs and slower tracks. By 1998's Before These Crowded Streets I was all in on Dave Matthews Band. While that album took me the better part of a decade to truly appreciate, there is no doubt that the complexities that permeate the first two albums continued through the third installment.

    By the release of Everyday, (following the benching of The Lillywhite Sessions; eventually released in slightly watered down form as Busted Stuff) the band seemed to be searching for a different direction. Everyday's pop centric feel was a stark departure from the first three albums, and Stand Up's highly political feel seemed much smaller scale than what the band had been capable of. While most fans agree that 2009's Big Whiskey and the Groo-Grux King was an inspired effort, even this return to glory of sort left true fans longing for something.

    But what? As the band "took off" the summer of 2011 to focus on developing a new album most fans took the news to be what it appeared to be on the surface: the band had ground out 20 years of seemingly endless touring, and so they deserved a year off. Yet, between the lines cracks were showing: many members of the band seemed to questioning taking time off. In Charlottesville, VA, in the penultimate show of the 2010 tour Dave himself dropped perhaps the biggest piece of information to that end. That night, in the midst of perhaps the best two night stand the band had put together since the early 2000s, Dave discussed the Band's decision to take a year off. He reflected on on the death of founding band member and close friend Leroi Moore, and then stated that he sometimes wondered "what the hell" he was doing by taking a year off. As a member of that sold out arena that night I can tell you that the general feeling from the crowd was pretty much the same.

    In that moment you could see the starts of the ambivalence that Dave feels towards his career at the present time. Throughout the subsequent "off" year (composed of four "Caravans" where the band played three night stands in New Jersey, Chicago, New York (four nights, counting the hurricane), and the Gorge) showed a great deal of energy from Dave, giving hope to the idea that time off, plus some creative studio time, was going to help build on Big Whiskey's momentum and lead to a Renaissance of sorts for the band. Coupled with the news that Steve Lillywhite, the producer of the first three albums as well as much of the material which ended up surviving The Lillywhite Sessions to make the Busted Stuff cut, would be producing the album, expectations were sky high for the new album.

    And it was under that set of expectations that the 2012 summer tour began. All outward indication was that the band had missed touring the country (Stefan even indicated that he disliked the caravan set up so much that it wouldn't happen again). A smaller, more compact summer tour schedule was released, which was a bit of a head scratcher, but made some sense given the equally surprising announcement that the album wouldn't be released until September, after the summer tour. Perhaps the band was still working on material, wanted to road test some of it, and was planning on using a lighter schedule to help put the finishing touches on the new album.

    The first new song confirmed to be on the album was "Mercy," which made its' debut on the Jimmy Falon show staring President Obama. The song felt eerily like a souped up, slower version of the same political sentiment that got the band into trouble with 2005's Stand Up, but it was just one song, and it was one song played without the band backing Dave up. The second track released, "Gaucho," was dropped in typical DMB fashion: a free release to members of the fan association on the evening of the first summer tour show. The song continued with the political theme, but involved the full band to create a great sound behind the struggling chorus lines. Still, if one had to surmise Dave's central thesis after two songs, it could be pretty easily drawn from the two songs released as being "Obama hasn't followed through, the world is going to hell, we've got to do this ourselves or else our kids won't believe in the possibility for change."

    The quality musicianship behind "Gaucho" hid this overall lack of driving lyrics well, but the ensuing debuts of "If Only" and "The Riff" served only to misdirect it. The band felt like it was being kept with a muzzle on it at times throughout these songs. It was almost the opposite of the way that Big Whiskey managed to make the band the dramatic center of the group again. Coupled with the confirmation that "Sweet," a song which I saw the debut of at the Chicago caravan the year before, was going to be on the album, and suddenly we were roughly halfway through an unreleased album. Taking stock of it I came to the conclusion that this album would most likely not resonate with me right now, but would be much more meaningful in ten years. I came to this conclusion because much of the material seemed to center lyrically on a depressed melancholy mood wondering if the world was going to hell, what that would mean for one's children, and how to keep the spark alive in one's marriage.

    There was even precedent for this: as mentioned above, it took me until my college years to fully appreciate the lyrical depth found in Before These Crowded Streets; whereas I initially thought the album lacked compared to the first two, I now hold the opinion that it is probably the group's crowing achievement. And so I prepared to digest the rest of the album through this schema, expecting to be underwhelmed by the album.

    Meanwhile, I saw the group seven times throughout the summer, mostly coming away impressed by the shows. The first show, in Cleveland, was not great, but was salvaged by a Halloween/Tripping Billies encore. This encore would become a semi-staple of the summer tour, perhaps an indicator that the group (which had generally buried Halloween) was trying to make fans happy. Conversely, it could also be an indicator that the group was running cold and needed to bust out songs they usually saved for special occasions to drive up fan reaction. The show in Virginia Beach wasn't bad, and the two night stops in Noblesville and East Troy both lived up to their high standards. The final show, in Detroit, used the same ending of Halloween and Billies to drive up the crowd energy which had been somewhat lacking. Through seven shows I'm still not sure what to make of the group, but it seems like they were having to work harder to make average crowds happy (Cleveland, VA Beach and Detroit) but were able to play like they used to in front of crowds they felt safe with (Noblesville, East Troy).

    And then, finally, the album was released. Not surprisingly, the music of the album was restrained, but great when it was allowed to shine ("Belly, Belly Nice," "Broken Things" and "Drunken Soldier" in particular shine through). Surprisingly, however, the lyrics were even worse than the first five songs would have suggested. Sluggish, feeling half baked, the lyrics often seemed to lack the full development you'd expect of a finished album. Many songs have choruses which lack depth, and even songs (like "Drunken Soldier") which seem to be on the verge of traditional DMB big scale lyrical genius end up falling short.

    So what does it all mean? I firmly believe, particularly after reading and listening to a number of interviews with Dave it is painfully evident that the lead man of the band is not sure he wants to continuing doing this. The anticipation over a fall tour which looks more and more like it won't happen only serves to drive this point home: new album, with it's strength in the playing of the band, and there is no pending tour. Matthews lyrics are completely lacking, and the band feels muzzled and incapable of overcoming the lacking lyrics. Is it really a surprise that the members of the band who seem most invested in continuing to create more music (Carter, Stefan, and probably Rashawn Ross) are being held back by the front man who's name and voice is the central part of the band?

    Compare this to Pearl Jam, with lead singer Eddie Vedder, who manage to continue to pump out new music and reinvent themselves through the years. Whereas Eddie continues to find new ways to express old sentiments, as well as new subjects to explore, Dave Matthews seems mired in... happiness. When you look at the songs that bring the best out of Dave's lyrical development, there is typically two inspiring forces doing the driving. The first is angst: whether of lost love, drug abuse, or confusion over life in general, angst is a central and dark passenger on many classic DMB tracks. The second force, big scale political/spiritual issues has led to the other classic DMB tracks. But now, with a wife, three children, and a comfortable lifestyle, Dave lacks the angst necessary and seems uninterested by tackling the bigger issues.

    Sure, he'll take on Obama's failings and the issues with American politics, but he's doing so in a small scale, "Mercy" sort of way. Even his bigger picture attempts, such as the verses in "Gaucho" which paint a beautiful picture of human cultural/political development, he comes to a chorus which simply implores that we "gotta do much more than believe if we really wanna change things." Compare this with the burning drive in "Last Stop" or the melancholic summary of human development in "Dreaming Tree" and you find that "Gaucho" is loaded with potential, yet is impotent due to lacking lyrics.

    And, honestly, Dave Matthews deserves this. Great music generally stems from the angst experienced by the musicians or witnessed by them. Dave hit the nail on the head in the pop single "Funny the Way it is" off of Big Whiskey when he mused that "somebody's broken heart becomes your favorite song." When Dave wrote songs about his broken heart, or about his lack of certainty over why we exist, or about where society is going wrong, or why there is war in the Middle East and even humanizing Christ, we could all relate. These were songs the average person could put on and say "yeah, I get it." The vast majority of people can relate to falling on their knees begging someone, anyone to help them make sense of it all, and fearing their own mortality ("When I was young I never think about it, now I can't get it out of my mind"). Now? Dave writes lyrics about things he thinks he should write things about. He's trying to write about broken hearts, but more through the schema of marriage rather than the angst of not having anyone. He writes about his son growing up, but doesn't seem to have a voice to lend to it. He still tries to tackle political issues, but seems to be throwing his hands up and saying "well, I don't know what to do, but I know it's not this, and I'm just not happy with it." He touches on the uncertainty our existence, but the gets lazy with the lyrics (again, "Drunken Soldier").

    In sum, Dave Matthews lacks the fire he did when he was younger. This summer he seemed happy to rest on his reputation by busting out all the rarely played epic favorites he knew would fire the crowd up. I wonder now if the band didn't do that because they understood that their mini-renaissance in Big Whiskey was driven by an angst (following Leroi Moore's death) that they couldn't keep going. Dave is happy, comfortable, and tired of the pressure of touring and developing new songs. I think he doesn't want to go there anymore because his angst, the great energy behind the group's high points, is far behind him. Whereas Pearl Jam has managed to reinvent themselves through the years, Dave Matthews Band still is what it always was. The recipe just doesn't work as well when you try to mix it without the fire.

    Album Breakdown:

    1. Broken Things - 3.5/5
    2. Belly Belly - 3/5
    3. Mercy - 2/5
    4. Gaucho - 3/5
    5. Sweet - 3/5
    6. The Riff - 3.5/5
    7. Belly Full - 4/5
    8. If Only - 3.5/5
    9. Rooftop - 3/5
    10. Snow Outside - 3.5/5
    11. Drunken Soldier - 4.5/5

    Total: 3.3/5 album rating

    Saturday, March 10, 2012

    On Nostalgia and Van Halen

    "Here's to your thin red line ... oh, I'm stepping over"


    What is it about the past that draws us in? The obvious answer is the comfort of being somewhere we’ve been before. It gives us a sense of comfort … perhaps even a sense of control. We feel like we know the rules, we know the game, and, accordingly, we are in control of the outcomes. The power of nostalgia is clearly exhibited by the progression of a child through school. Every step up through school leaves the child looking to the past and what was. Of course, the irony is that just about the time that the child “masters” a school level (elementary, Jr. High or High School) they are moved on to the next. (Of course, by the time you master college you move into the real world, and then everything appears as an idealistic memory of how great it was). Conversely, you live life, have kids, achieve professional competency, retire … and then you get old and want to move “back home.” Life really has a way of book ending things, but that search for home is really a search for the past, and for a comfort level which is, more than anything, a trick of our imagination.

    And that, via digression, brings me to Van Halen. The consummate 1980s rock band is back on tour again, and they are once again touring with David Lee Roth as their front man. Diamond Dave, the consummate 1980s rock star is back on the road. As I caught wind of the impending tour I quickly looked at the tour dates, saw a February 24th date at the United Center, and booked tickets for The Wiese and I to go see the boys. The nostalgia train was moving out of the station, and I quickly: A) rediscovered my old Van Halen albums, B) Listened to them repeatedly, and C) purchased the new album (the theoretical reason for the tour), then forced myself to like it by playing nothing else for a few weeks. (By the way, it worked: I love the new Van Halen album. Although I suspect this is in no small part due to the fact that at least half the album is just reworked songs from the 1970s which were never put on an album before, which, in turn, made the music sound more like what I was already familiar with).

    Van Halen is in an interesting stage of rock stardom now. They’ve been through the stereotypical break up; the group has always been about Eddie (on guitar) and Alex (on the drums), but their history with their front men have in many ways defined the group. They seem strangely perfect to talk about lost love, or the struggles of love, since the break up of the group and David Lee Roth seemed straight out of a high school romance playbook. Guy (Eddie and Alex) is with girl (David Lee). Guy and girl split (Diamond Dave and the Van Halen’s plus Michael Anthony splitting). Guy gets a new girl and is equally popular, but somehow different (Alex, Eddie and Michael teaming with Sammy Hagar to create Van Hagar… I mean, Van Halen). Before you know it, it’s a well established relationship with everyone on the outside figuring it’ll last forever. But it doesn’t (Hagar leaves), and the first girl is still around (the recording of the greatest hits), and before you know it the guy is comparing his first and second love (Diamond Dave and Hagar), then goes slumming for awhile (I can’t even tell you who, but they had another front man). Eventually a part of the guy changes fundamentally as his innocence is lost (Michael Anthony is no longer with the band). But then, when you least expect it, the guy gets back with the girl who started it all (Diamond Dave teaming up with Eddie, Alex, and new bass player Wolfgang Van Halen, Eddie’s son, for a new album). On the outside you are looking to see if this is real. Do they still have feelings for one another? Can they make it work? Who has aged the worst from the whole experience?

    In the case of the improbable, yet totally expected reunion between the Van Halen’s and Diamond Dave these are somewhat difficult questions to answer. The show clearly demonstrated that the group was happy to play together again, but the tension was still evident. David Lee Roth still does his thing and seems hell-bent on taking the attention. Eddie still allows himself to fade into the background more than he should (he is, after all, one of the top five guitarists of his generation). Alex is still removed from everything, although underrated as a drummer. The interesting addition that makes it all work is Eddie’s son, Wolfgang. Just when you doubt that there is devotion in what they are doing, and you start thinking it’s 100% about the money, you see Wolfgang and Eddie come side by side and jam together, or hear them hit the harmony together perfect. That’s when you see that it might mean more to the group. There was also one semi-genuine hug between Eddie and Dave, fleeting, but strong enough to hint something might be there.

    As far as if they can make it work, there is little doubt that Eddie realizes now, after his struggles with addictions, that time is fleeting. The opportunity to play with your son and brother in front of stadiums packed full with fans is a unique chance to create memories most can’t dream of. Dave just brings you back to the first part of the band’s evolution, and his antics (yelling at the sound guy, telling the crowd he doesn’t give a ****, and generally playing the part of pompous rock star as well as anyone ever has) seem at home, but still draw from the whole product. One thing is for sure: Diamond Dave has aged the worst out of the whole experience. Eddie and Alex were still spot on; Dave, not so much. He may still be a draw, but the three Van Halen’s looked like they still belonged on the pinnacle of rock music; Dave made you wonder if time had passed him by.

    All said, the band did deliver for the crowd. I have to say that I am 100% satisfied, yet I also don’t think I’d feel the need to see them again. Going to a show for Van Halen reminded me a lot of seeing the Goo Goo Dolls: I’m glad I did it once, but there isn’t a force pulling me back over and over again. Billy Joel I would see any chance I got. My love for Dave Matthews Band is well defined in this space, and I’m already giddy with excitement of the seven (hopefully more) shows I plan on going to this summer. Van Halen was much better than my experience seeing Bob Dylan (I’m still not convinced he isn’t dead and they aren’t just touring his body Weekend at Bernie’s style), but even my strong nostalgia for their music, taking me back to my early youth, couldn’t overcome reality. You see, Billy Joel loves the music more, and is has a much greater ability to connect with the crowd in a way that makes a 25,000 seat stadium feel like a small bar. Dave Matthews Band love playing together in a way that Van Halen probably never has and never will. In turn, the crowd reflects that love back, amplifying the experience. Van Halen was well worth the money, but also something that doesn’t need to be repeated. In other words, it’s like most of the memories we carry with us and reminisce on longingly.

    Sunday, August 14, 2011

    Songs That Have Defined My Life - Broken Phone Booth Style

    I'm going to start a new series where I look at a number of songs that make me stop, close my eyes, and take me to a place far away from the present. These are songs that have defined moments of my life, or an idea of my life. I'm going to pose, then answer a number of questions along with each song, and will post the video here. If you can't view the video (due to this being emailed to you, or some other technical snafu, please click here and go to the main blog page. And now, without any further delay, here is our first song:

    Artist: Primitive Radio Gods
    Title: Standing Outside A Broken Phone Booth With Money In My Hand
    Year: 1996



    Why This Song?: Let's see ... I remember hearing this song right around the time I was ten or so, which would have put me in ... fourth grade? At any rate, this song, among many others, got the benefit of the fact that I struggle to go to sleep. I always have, and from a very young age I listened to the radio to fall asleep. Once TV was integrated into my nighttime routines I put less value on the radio. Which, ironically, dovetailed with the onset of the crappy music generation that we've been in for a decade or so. But in 1996, I was right in the "Top Nine at Nine" demographic, and I listened to night time radio on U93 habitually from around 8pm until I could fall asleep. This song is from that era, and it has the unique qualities of sounding completely original, having a title and a band name that sticks out, and having a good feel to fall asleep to. Triple win.

    Lyric that stuck out back then: "If I die before I learn to speak, will money pay for all the days I've lived awake but half asleep?" I remember discussing this lyric with adults at the time. To say that it peaked my interest is an understatement; perhaps my interest in this concept explains my appreciation for philosophy of all kinds. It's a lyric that seems stupid on the surface ... how could someone singing a song to me die before they learned to speak ... but is much deeper once you understand theoretical points of view.

    Lyric that stands out now: it's a cop out to say the entire song ... really, I enjoy all the lyrics on a thinking level ... so I'll give you one: "Life is time they teach you growing up. The seconds ticking killed us all a million years before the fall. You ride the waves and don't ask where they go. You swim like lions through the crest and bathe yourself in zebra flesh." I like this lyric because it reflects on the nature of time, the finite reality of life, and it even hits on a theological dimension. Man am I a sucker for philosophy.

    Thing that surprised me: The Primitive Radio Gods just released another album. And they have a website. Seriously, go check them out. I need to start a band.

    Final evaluation: I hadn't heard this song for over a decade when, in my senior year of college, all the sudden I had a flashback to the lyrics about "if I die before I learn to speak." Something made me think of the lyrics, which in turn made me think of the song. I went out and downloaded the song off of ITunes, and then, as luck would have it, I heard the song in a bar later that night. I have since then mediated on this song as one of the many which allow me to slow down, breathe, and refocus when life gets a little crazy. I highly recommend you look at the lyrics and the musical composition of this song: it's unique, it's deep, and it's fun. I give it a 10/10 now, so it's withstood the test of time.